Biljana Radusinović ( 43 ) is facing a long forgotten memory of the place where she was born and where she lived for the first 18 years of her life. Osijek, a city she left beacuse of the war in Yugoslavia that spread there in 1991. Is there a way for a young peson of only 18 years, to deal with the war, leaving the only home she ever knew for good and separating from family? All these inner conflicts will be shown trough the diary of Biljana, my mother. A diary she was writing in 1991 following her departure from Osijek. Now so many years later she will finally go back to Osijek, more importantly she will visit her old apartment that is now turned into a clothing store. Will she have the strength to walk up into her old home, where all her childhood memories still live on, or will she give up and leave the past behind it’s walls?